Emergency HELP

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Jimmy Jones, Jul 21, 2015.

  1. Jimmy Jones

    Jimmy Jones Fapstronaut

    I've literally been letting my fantasy run crazy today and have been on the brink of jizzing my pants all day. I can't stop, and am so freaking horny it hurts.

    Don't know if my PIED is gone, but feel like I could bang a girl right now but I don't have one. Should I let one go? I am thinking of all kinds of fantasy stuff which is getting me super aroused but I can't get it out of my head!

  2. BlackVelvet

    BlackVelvet Fapstronaut

    No! No! No! NO!

    Never give up! You may want it now but you'll feel like crap afterwards! Don't trigger yourself into relapse! It's not worth it! It never will be! Remember why your here!
  3. mv8652

    mv8652 Fapstronaut

    First, and most importantly, get you mind off the fantasies. They're just mind porn. Stop feeding the beast!

    As for the physically horny feelings, just relax with firm determination that you're not going to give in, and let them wash over you like waves on a beach. They will soon pass. It's part of the process for them to come upon you, but when they go away unsatisfied, that's a victory for you and a step on your journey. After a few times of that, they will become weaker. You don't have to fight the feelings, just what your mind is trying to get you to do. You can't keep birds from flying over you head, but you can keep them from building nests and raising their babies in your hair!
  4. I agree with the others, don't fap OP. Those sexual feelings will pass, don't let them control you to go and relapse.

    As for your PIED problem, it's your call. The best way to find that out is to have sex with someone else. But whatever you do, do not masturbate man. I suggest bookmarking the NoFap panic button on your browser just in case.
  5. Jimmy Jones

    Jimmy Jones Fapstronaut

    Ok, so the last 48 hours have been INSANE, I've worked out a lot, smoked a couple cigarettes, and haven't really slept much. All and all I feel like it was a battle, a learning experience, and a success for the following reasons, but I also know I still have work to do. PLEASE LET ME KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS . . . I DON"T THINK I NEED TO RESET.

    -26 days of no High Speed Internet Porn (videos, or nude photos) - Making me attracted to the real women I see more and more.
    -26 days of no ejaculation - Making me feel much more like a "man" and very confident/animalistic/and almost "High."
    -26 days of no masturbation (jerking, or stroking my dick specifically) - even though I have held the base and stretched it, I feel like it's bigger and stronger.

    -I definitely "edged" quite a bit over the past 48 hours, but was able to fight off going over the edge! I know that edging reinforces the pleasure bridges I need to break down in my head, and I need to avoid this like the plague. While it was extremely difficult to back down, since I came very close when edging, I am now VERY happy i didn't. I would have felt like shit, and felt like I threw everything away.
    -I realized that "Porn" to me is not only the very stimulating visuals (which i have successfully stayed away from), but also erotica/taboo stories. Really like stories of daddy/daughter/mother etc etc, and reading/fantasizing about those is definitely a big "Pleasure Link" in my brain that I need to break in order to get back to reality and cure my PIED. It's crazy looking back on the last two days and seeing how reading those stories is just as dangerous as watching high speed porn, since there are so many stories out there and I can quickly hop from story to story giving myself intense pleasure. I have avoided them for the first 24 days, and I need to make sure I stay away from them moving forward!

    Any feedback would be appreciated! Having the NoFap community is PRICELESS right now in my life. Thank you!

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