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EVERGREEN666 - MY DAIRY

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by evergreen666, Dec 7, 2017.

  1. evergreen666

    evergreen666 Fapstronaut

    Day #7 :

    I was so depressed when one of my students stopped studying music. Deep memory with him for a long time but hard to say goodbye. I notice that every time I get down or troubles, I used to find PMO to solve. I got so much experiences of this, mostly paid high prices after spending PMO for short. My " old " life remains always before my eyes. I thank God that today I could control quite well. I said to myself " This must be a test, don't get cheated, keep going ... " because I know how the end of that road will be. I would fly like a bird to seek for freedom and enlightenment. But brothers ! This journey is really tough, maybe the toughest I have ever felt. I love the quote " You either choose to spend it creating your life that you want or spend it living the life that you don't want".


    Two years ago, I wrote a few words on my social page to show to the world how I felt. Honestly, I could not explain why I did that, just something natural that you could not deny... Here it is " You possess unbelieveable things. You can enjoy them as long as you make commitments and redirect. Once you share with someone or spend your energy deep down, you lose everything. You can choose either a slave or an all-round "
    Now I can feel what the message is.

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    Today, I felt I was quite still and calm in comparison with the rest of the society. A bit nervous and afraid but everything was still fine to me. I do not want to fail, I really want to taste the victory.

    Thank you, brothers and sisters !

    Henry
     
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