(Ex p addict at TED) P influences on how people have s

Especially at the minute from 2:06
i know watching p fucked my brain up and changed my s. tastes and what was able to excite me. before p i wasn't like that. thanks to my reboot hard mode i have been able to get back at the true me the good person i am (btw i am a girl)

when i started being comfortable in taking the lead in s, it is when i felt i was "imitating" scenes i watched in p. sometimes, "taking inspiration". i held hands with the guy i was seeing and caressing and other sweet gestures but i felt i couldn't bond as i wanted up to a certain point

Do others feel the same?