I'm very curious to know how many people are like me in that they have very high standards for both beauty and personality? my hypothesis is that, since I have been fapping since I was a very young child (3 years old), the constant dopamine overload in my reward circuitry has made me a very tough to please person. I am cynical, demanding, and hard to impress. I recently ended a 4 year relationship with a very nice and beautiful girl because she just "wasn't good enough for me". People who knew or met her thought I was nuts, as objectively she was beautiful and could most of the time be very sweet. But while I was with her I always thought "I can do better", but rarely do I ever see or meet someone that I could truly see myself with. I've completely given up porn as of 2 years ago and I see little improvements, but I'm hoping no O at all for a very lengthy period of time will help me with this. It doesn't mean I will lower my standards, but I want to experience more joy from life and from people.