Failed at the end of day 5

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by InvokerSS, Aug 1, 2020.

  1. InvokerSS

    InvokerSS New Fapstronaut

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    I decided for nofap challenge to be the best version of myself, to get motivation for gym and friends.
    This week I was so strong and my workouts were so intensive, I was really motivated and happy.
    Today I stayed at home whole day and I had a boner almost whole day.
    I tried not to think about it but I couldn't resist..
    I didn't watch porn..I watched videos on youtube and in that one video there was a girl acting naugthy and I started to stroke it but I decided not to cum.
    After 5 minutes I could cum x10 but I was still edging and I wanted to stop it but I couldn't..
    Just said "fuck it" and cummed... I think if I start again I will be good for next 7 days because I will not have free time but after that it will become struggling..
    Maybe I will succeed? My goal is 30 days..for now and if I achieve it, maybe I'll continue counting..
    I'm aware of my decisions but I'm frustrated because I'm starting from day 1 again.
     

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