I have made it reluctantly to some kind of social gathering less than ten times in the last five years. I'm officially a student but get by doing nothing. My day is 2/3 scanning the Web for pointless information and p**n in my small room and 1/3 bad sleep. I've lost all motivation to change this vegetative state. My doctrine if it can be called that can be summarized by a quote from one American Western "We all die, just a question of when". Is there anyone who's going or went through something similar?