Fapstradamus: Introduction

Hey Everyone,

I am Tradamus or Fapstradamus. I am a 24 year old handsome athletic and educated male. However, I say that to point out the societal notation that I am supposedly what most woman want right? Ha in all honesty maybe that could be the case if I wasnt and still am crippled with P addiction.

I was introduced to P like most of you around age 12 or 13 and I have been hooked since. It started off with pictures and moved to softcore and then to hardcore. I always thought I would be okay until I realized I wasn't. Real woman stopped being attractive to me and only the most artificial caked up woman with lingerie/swimsuit and clear high heels could possibly every turn me on and get my pecker up and working. Disgusting and Unrealistic! All my friends tell me I should be the one knocking the boots off of the hottest women walking but that's simply incorrect.

I can attract women but every time I try to have to sex. Poof, absolutely nothing. My Johnson just looks like a deflated elephant trunk. Its absolutely ridiculous. I went to the doctor to see check my testosterone levels just to make sure everything was okay. And Of course, everything looked fine on paper but the doctor never asked about my porn usage and I didn't know what was wrong. Doctors simply aren't trained to diagnose and explain P addiction. Its sad.

I found a small NoFap basic article a year ago. I barely skimmed through the information and thought I knew enough on the subject to end my P addiction and objectification of women. Boy was I wrong though! I made it 30 days with out anything (no PMO) and thought that was good enough. Big accomplishment right? I tried to have sex with this girl a few times and nothing happened ever. She was still an object and my joey still didn't work.

Without vanquishing my foe, I was defeated. But the victory is in winning the war not the battle. So, now I am back after a few months of twice a month P usage. I made it to 21 days then relapsed before finding Nofap's full site and the RebootNation again a few days ago. But thankfully this time, I have taken steps to learn everything about my problem. YES IT'S A PROBLEM, PORN IS NOT WORTH THE PROBLEM IT CAUSES OR ANYTHING ELSE FOR THAT MATTER, AND I AM GOING TO FIX THE PROBLEM. Its not going to be instantaneous and its going to be process but I am ready and revitalized. I am going to reboot into a new better version myself.

I will keep everyone update on my progress as I go! Thanks for your time.

Fapstradamus

*More people need to know about how p addiction effects a person just like any other drug. It's fairly new compared to everything else but its still just as bad.