FEMDOM: When you're close to relapse.. think about how b-e-a-utiful life can be..

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by rikvanachteren, May 19, 2018.

  1. rikvanachteren

    rikvanachteren Fapstronaut

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    So gentlemen, here is my story.

    I'm not going to write down my life time like most. Do not get me wrong, I often find this very interesting to read. But, here in a nutshell, my life so far. I think I was 13 when I first watched tits on the internet. Soon I discovered femdomporn. Until today, I look at it almost daily and I masturbate as I watch it. I am now 23 and have had sex with three women in my life. But, that only succeeded after long time problems and when I fantasized about they being my Mistress. Sick!

    We are sick men. We are sick! And, that is not meant to be ridiculous. I found out that I do not get horny from 'normal' sex. Provided I do not masturbate for a while. The good news is. This problem is easy to repair.

    Three months. Separating porn, masturbating and cumming for three months. After those three months you will experience what you have never had before. By the way .. during these months already. But, after those three months you can really have sex. You do not have to fantasize anymore! It is then as if your friend down there has his own brains. He gets excited about real flesh and blood, from interaction with that one nice girl, from eye contact. Moreover, you are also much more interested in women. Really, I speak from experience. But, I have fallen back again.

    What do I experience when I regularly masturbate on (femdom) porn?
    - I'm not social
    - I feel depressed
    - I do not get my penis up during 'real' sex
    - I am submissive

    What do I experience when I stop masturbating?
    - I am much more social within four days
    - I dare to make contact with women unconsciously
    - I become much more social
    - I am irresistible. I radiate something of strength and extreme certainty. I blow them far. With my interest, conversations, jokes and valuable also distance. There is really a man. As if women can not reject me.
    - After three months I can have normal sex again.

    I too have fallen back several times. But I think this is part of the process. Porn is fake. Femdom is completely fake. Almost all women love a man who radiates that he is a man. Do you think she likes to dominate you in the bedroom? NO. The moment you are alone in bed and you are horny, you can of course think 'well, what does it matter. I'm just submissive and that new streaking is coming. "No, it's the porn that you're addicted to. Whether it is femdom, gay, lesbian, trans or sissyporn. I have been to a Mistress several times to express my fantasies. I came there, I did not like it at all. It is the porn, the pixels, the fake, to which you are addicted.

    So get the most out of your life. Nofap and self-assurance are the keys to success. Because of the severus testosterone in your body, I do not think this can be a placebo effect. Stop looking at pixels. When I fall back and I look again I think after 10 minutes .. why am I doing this ?! When I'm done I think that's what I did. This is not real. Porn is sick! Porn is dangerous! STOP LOOKING WITH PORN and become a man!

    Conclusion:

    When I stop watching porn I feel good, super confident and enjoy everything around me. When I watch porn again because I am really looking forward to it, I think that the first ten minutes are very exciting. Then I think: Why am I doing this? I then retreat and after I have finished I feel like cunt again and I have so much regret. As if I ended up in the underworld again. But I want to live right in that colorful world :)

    Within three months:
    - I stopped porn forever
    - my hair has grown nicely longer
    - there is a wonderful man

    For the guys who say this is bullshit, you can say that it is a placebo. But I really laugh right in your face. I just simply notice it!

    Oh.. and... do not think so much about it. That will help! Also do not think about the past. Yes, you could have achieved it for a long time without those relapses. But, you have to succeed once. Now is the time. Enjoy it gentlemen!
     
    Last edited: May 19, 2018
  2. bayern12

    bayern12 Fapstronaut

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    fucking great post dude! Same here! addicted to femdom and foot fetish porn. Got into fucking cuckolding!! In real life Im an Alpha male. I dominate in every aspect of my fucking life! But when it comes to having sex, i have PIED. Therefore I am on my reboot.

    we will overcome this shit man!!!!! we will!!!! i KNOW that!!
    lets beat this shit out of our brains! lets have a hard-rock ERECTION! lets be men!!! Let us not be afraid anymore!!

    I enjoy the fucking proccess!! Im so active and fruitfull!!
    WE ARE DAMAGED NOW BUT WE WILL RISE AND WE WILL BE SEX MACHINES.
     
  3. rikvanachteren

    rikvanachteren Fapstronaut

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    Thankyou for your reaction! Looks like we share the same story! WE WILL DO THIS! Let's travel to the beautiful world!!!!! Nice to hear you enjoy the process! Goodluck my friend! Keep me updated :)
     
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  4. danhk

    danhk Fapstronaut

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    I had problems with that exact type of porn, I was lucky it never carried in my real life.
     
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  5. Rick Seng

    Rick Seng Fapstronaut

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    That is exactly what I am and had the exact same fetishes u had. EvryoneE says am an alpha male and that's what I feel too, except when I go to my room and sit in from of the computer screen.
    WE WILL OVERCOME IT!! NO MATTER WHATEVER THE FUCK STANDS IN THE WAY!!
     
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  6. rikvanachteren

    rikvanachteren Fapstronaut

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    ''WE WILL OVERCOME IT!! NO MATTER WHATEVER THE FUCK STANDS IN THE WAY!!'' LOVE IT! But... WE REALLY HAVE TO! NO MATTER WHAT!!!!
     
  7. Rick Seng

    Rick Seng Fapstronaut

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    Yes man, it feels depressing to know my friends are happily having sex in real life while am dreaming up something shitty to mastrubate everyday.
     
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  8. rikvanachteren

    rikvanachteren Fapstronaut

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    Exactly! Remember that. Remember how nice femdom can be for a few minuts, but how unbelievable cunt you feel afterwards. You'll be just like your friends in three months. Three months! Do not think about the long time. Meanwhile, just continue to enjoy life. Good luck!
     
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  9. rikvanachteren

    rikvanachteren Fapstronaut

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    Tips to prevent relapse:

    - Call friends. You often relapse because you feel alone;
    - Hangout with friends;
    - Make sure you are not alone;
    - If you are alone, watch a series or do a work-out;
    - Be much outside the door;
    - If you are very close to relapse, think of how you feel after your relapse;
    - YOU WANT TO HAVE A DELICIOUS LIFE?;
    - Read success stories on this forum.

    thanks to aruush1001:
    - Always keep the purpose of doing nofap in your mind especially when urges comes.
    - In case urges are uncontrollable types then just be aware of them and feel the sensations in your body. This way urges will subside. Never fight with your urges because that cause urges to grow even more strong.
     
  10. fedmom

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    Anyone needing help with femdom addiction please see a thread in my profile.
     

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