Finaly decided to reboot

Hello !
i'm 20, and I realized i had a porn / masturbation addiction one year ago. I traveled with friends and didn't do anything for a whole week, but when i came back home, one of the first thing i did was to masturbate because at the moment i felt like i had to. The pleasure was really great, but i realised that i could live whitout it, and that i felt proud about that.
But when i came back to my routine, i quickly started to take the habit again... but even if i was aware of my addiction, i thought it wasn't that bad because it felt harmless and ... yeah it really is a regular part of my evenings since so long that it was weird to imagine a life where i would never masturbate.

But today i decide to move on, just deleted my Pornhub account and all porn in my computer. Even if i didn't masturbate in few days because i was too tired lately, i rebooted the timer on my "man don't fap" app just to mark the day i made this choice !
I'll have to focus to stop the desire before go sleeping because that's always at that moment that i let myself go. I decided to read more at bed to don't think about it, and be more calm.

Anyway, i'm really determined this time, that's the reason why I created a account here, to stay focus on what i want beside this non-neccesary pleasure. (btw sorry if my english is not perfect lol, i'm french)