Hi, Firstly there are going to be possible triggers in my post so if you are in early recovery it may not be advisable to read on. I have been in recovery from January and apart from a few missed steps, no relapses but stupid thoughts or suggestions to my SO that have set us back somewhat. I thought I was through the worst with my PIED and away from missed or incomplete erections. Our last few intimate sessions have not included penetration but have been great and I have O'd. Last night we got close and I managed penetration without a full erection but it died almost instantly. I am worried and asking for advice, I was in the mood and aroused but worried as the first thing my SO turns to is 'have I relapsed' and this frightens me as if she believes this she will leave as I have hurt her enough already. Has anyone else on here experienced anything similar and has advice as I am at a loss of what to do. on a side note I have just reengaged in the fight for my children with my abusive ex and have a lot of anxiety about the future, could this be a factor? or am I clutching at straws. Please help me.