Found Faith; I Have Seen the Hidden Corruption of Porno; Loose Ends/Kicked The Dirty Floor of Web P.

It began in middle school. I knew what porno meant, but I hadn't given it thought. That is, until one day, some other kid showed me a naked lady in a porno on his PDA or something. I didn't get a good look, but I also didn't care.

But a couple of years down the road, I wanted to see porno, so I took my laptop into the bathroom when no one was around and found it right away.

Society told me watching pornography was right, even admirable, so I basically ate it up. Thinking about the porno actors'/actresses' positions didn't occur to me.

None of my colleagues talked about porno, except to sound cool sometimes. Also, gay porn jokes, because people are heteronormative.

Towards the latter end of my dependence, regular porn wasn't "interesting" enough, so I would dig through virus-infested porno sites, detestable hentai forums, and foreign image boards writhe with disturbing sexual immorality pictures (the sexual immorality actually scared me away at first, but I got desensitized).

However, I started to wake up to life, and sympathetic thought about the porno participants and environmental impact killed my sexual drive, whether I liked it or not.

I listed places that sin porn occurred and submitted it to web police. Sin porn would entail disturbing rape porns, incaest images, underage victims, and degrading bestiality.

For every case of actual sin porno, there had to be about 1000 times more cases of hentai sin porno. What the hell.

I tried porno again later, but it just looked terrible. I don't know why it has to exist.

I don't care what anyone tries to justify, cartoon porno is no less a sin; in fact I might say "simulated" porno is 1000 times the sin of actual porno, for it masquerades like something harmless, when it isn't.

I don't just think sexual sinners are out there, I have seen them and reported them.
But it's still scary because, I can almost guarantee you, you and I can still go to those same sin porno networks and find more sexual offenders.

I wish society wouldn't pretend porno's okay.

 

So yeah, I won't be opening up a porn again.

It isn't a total loss. I feel like the Lord has put me through that for a purpose, to be able to confidently denounce porno inside and out, and find the cancers.

 

Yes, it would be great to lack nothing.

I have a proposition for you, however, if you don't mind?

You referred to Yahweh as "He", which is understandable because that's just how the books were copied. However, I wish you would refer to God without gender-indicative pronouns, if you don't mind.
For example: "God, One Who knows all things."
"Yahweh, the One, Elohim."