Fresh Start

Hi all,

A week into reboot. Nothing much to report. Not on hard mode. Let's see how long I can keep this up

I need to start going to the gym again and quit smoking. I did well for a few months but long distance relationship pushed me over the edge.

What got to me is not being able to o during intercorse. Not even when my girlfriend at the time would try doing it manually. So I would wrap my hand around hers and beat off like that until I was close then let her finish me off.

After a very hot weekend together, in which I must have o 6 times, I returned home and a couple of days later just gave in. Lesson learned.

I may explore the option of getting a flesh light to try to get used to the sensation of stimulation through penetration. Do any of you have any experience training yourself this way?