Getting better

It's been awhile since I posted on here, but I am doing much better, I've kicked porn and orgasm out of the equation, i still play with myself every so often, but I have stopped lying when confronted. My wife confronted me tonight and said I orgasmed. I said I didn't and it was the truth. Lying has always been my go to, when confronted. Even though she kept saying tell the truth and say I orgasmed I still told the truth and said I didnt, sometimes it is easier to lie and tell someone what they want to hear, but doing the hard thing is usually always the right thing even if you're not believed. I feel proud that I told the whole truth and didn't go back to my old ways. I feel my wife believed me and she didn't , but I'll take that as a win rather then her not believe me at all. Keep on fighting guys, it can and will get better. Just thought I'd share all this