Going for 30 days. Hold me to it.

So I've been doing seamen retention for some time now. I got my energy back in a massive way. Things are getting better in life. And I'm naturally getting in shape and stuff. That's cool. But i have not quit watching porn and edging. I can tell it is still holding my creativity, focus, peace, true love and compassion back. I know that if i quit, it will be great. But for some reason i keep going back to it the moment of.
I'm going on a trip to Italy. To be honest, lately, I've felt like the idea of getting with some girl is motivation me to do stuff like working out and feeling motivated and such, but I'm not sure if that isn't just a trick I'm playing on myself.
Lately I've downloaded dating apps to flirt and such. And i don't know if this is ok or if this is hurting me. I have always been a Christian growing up. This time in my life, i really know that i have fallen away. But i want to come back. But i am troubled that if i do, i won't do any better in my goals of a healthy sex life. I'm honestly confused as to how to see things. But i know either way, porn is bad.
While I'm in Italy, i want to make the goal not to look at porn even once. I'm hoping to hold to it. So i ask, if anyone reads this, hold me to this dedication. I don't want to lose this opportunity.