Got a job, vital to recovery

just got a job, out of the house 5 days a week, just J off without P and it's extremely underwhelming but that's good, it's not MO that's amazing, it's the P that's the reason.
i haven't been on in a week or two cuz i cba and relapsed, came back to some man-child moaning about threads being on the wrong place when they weren't, but ya can't argue with delusional moderation teams. Anyway all's going better and I'm slowly adapting my mindset and questioning some of my basic insecurities.

oh and "mumchance" why don't you take your own advice and go outside or "live life" like you told me to do. Being a low life who censors others via internet is just spineless.