Spoiler: Triggering Guys, I just watched 2 PORN VIDEOS and I did not get an erection. My penis was vibrating for few seconds on intervals and then I controlled it completely and it stopped. I still had 2 minute on a video about 2 girls ASSLICKING and I did NOT get an erection. I literally saw like a whole porn page with many videos showing up and I looked at their preview and there were girls asslicking and also fucking. Nothing happened. I controlled my penis. It was trying to go up and kept vibrating untill I totally controlled it. I kept repeting myself "hey wait a fucking second: I am not there, I am not having sex, so what's the fucking point for me to have an erection and jack off to this bullshit?" and the biggest part of all of this is, I did not have any sexual urges to watch those videos. I just did it to test my libido and control it.
First of all, if you're going to be explicit, at least put a trigger warning ! Second, maybe you're just in a flatline. Or you really have a good control over yourself. If so, don't play with fire ! You might not get "sexual urges" or "erections", but you might just be producing dopamine off of those 2 videos, leading to a more compulsive behaviour. Be careful ! Spoiler: Another thing ... Just the fact that you watched "ass licking" videos, and nothing more "tame" ... leads me to believe you still have a problem with porn. I might be wrong though
Actually, I watched those type of videos because I thought it would make me get an erection instantly since everyone love butts lol ( not sure I'd actually do that in real life though, lmao ), but that's not the thing. I really don't even have the urge to watch any of that bullshit for the simple fact that I think rationally and there really is no point in watching people having sex because you are not even the one doing it. I literally just watched it to test my control over my libido and I totally succeded. And no I'm not in a flatline. Currently on 78th day of NoFap. Oh, and sorry for the excessive expliciting lol.
Trigger warn plz...about the licking stuff. Its makin me wanna watch the shit! Nyways. Its a great test of will that u can do that. Just be careful. This shit u can lose aginst easy man. Im a proponent of jesus saying to flee all sexual immorality. Reason being sex energy is stronger than us. Eventually u will lose if u go to a boxing match against that filth. Ive done what u said b4 though. I KNOW there is no way in hell i will be a.nofap no p without God. There is just no way i am.strong enough against this evil myself. Careful when u play with fire bud .
