Hard mode could be the reason why you relapse

As we all know, the reboot process is different for everyone. I'm currently on my second longest streak of nofap.

During my first one, I went almost 90 days hard mode. Almost everyday I had the urge to MO.

Now, I'm at around 50 days while not going hard mode. I found a girl who wants to have a casual friendship and I've had sex with her twice in the past week.

Experiencing sex, literally changed my whole perspective on the whole issue. Before I just wanted to blow that load and get some pleasure

Now I see it as sex being the whole solution. And I no longer even crave it. Because it's like you're letting out that seed that makes you a man.

So honestly, I lost 90% of my motivation to MO at all, and I rather go days and weeks without any pleasure

Just my 2 cents, might help some people out