Hello friends !

I want to talk about me and my problem,I come from china and i'm 22 years old,the first time i start wank and watch porn when i'm was 12. Because I am an only child in my family,i'm always lonely,i got no friend to play and can't go out,all my task is doing my home work day by day. And my parents always fought when my father got drunk.Every day I live in pain and struggle.In this case, I began to indulge in games and pornography. Up to now i never have a girlfriend my life is miserbale and Failure. Right now my health is very very bad and i don't have any job, what i do everday is playing video games and wank, so many times i want suicide but i'm afraid. I can't handle and face the real life. Porn is like a devil who totaly Destroyed my life.