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Hello, fellow fapstronauts. This is my first post here ,I have a long story so I'll try to make it as short as possible.
I hope you take the time to read because this might be helpful for you..
So, like many of you, I started Pmo at a early age. Around 10, 11 years old . I am 21 now and I started to have PIED last summer. I'm sexualy active since I turned 17. I've had sex almost everyday because I was in a 4 year relationship, but I was frequently pmo'ing when I was alone.
So after the break up and many more personal problems I turned to pmo, even more. I got a new girlfriend but coudnt have sex. That's when I started seeing signs of pied.( we broke up eventually ) So that's when I found the NoFap community. I officially started "nofap" on October but coudnt make it even a week.(life was hell)..
Then at late December i started a good streak that went clean through the whole January. The strange thing was that my flatline started from day 1 but didn't last more than a week and I felt very quickly the "super powers"
I am an athlete so I've noticed a huge difference in energy and performance. My confidence went through the roof, It's like I was reborn and life was great again. My pied was almost gone too..
But then the strong urges got me and on day 43, I relapsed. To my suprise the next day I still had my super powers n life was still great.. the problem was that urges kept coming at me and I relapsed again a week later... and so on I had a binge session the whole month of March.
I also relapsed on a flatline at the beginning of April :/ I was barely hard even. This didn't help my progress I imagine..
So, now, from the 8th of April, I started a new streak with directly flatline from day 1 again . Symptoms weren't that strong it's just that my dick was numb but I still had morning wood. But this past Saturday I sufferd a head injury. I fell directly on my head, I got lucky I didn't brake my neck .
And from that day on my morning wood disappeared and all the flatline symptoms hit me hard.
Severe Depression , no motivation, super tired , no apetite.. I've never felt so tired in my life ,it's like I stand up for 10 min and I have to lay down..its that bad.. i feel like my confidence and libido completely disappeared..
Today a drunk guy came up to me and hit me in the face for no reason, and I did absolutely NOTHING about it... I felt completely numb, no anger , no adrenaline, NOTHING !! This symptoms scare the shit out of me.. so my question is..
Is this only a severe flatline or my head injury Is in action as well ..because I read that a head injury can cause severe fatigue and depression.
So is it a flatline , head injury or maybe both. I need help guys, it's pretty bad.i need your advice. I don't want this to last long... I Workout 5 times a week and I started taking cold showers I know this will help. Thank you for your feedback and Time
Sorry for my English it's not my first language .
I hope you take the time to read because this might be helpful for you..
So, like many of you, I started Pmo at a early age. Around 10, 11 years old . I am 21 now and I started to have PIED last summer. I'm sexualy active since I turned 17. I've had sex almost everyday because I was in a 4 year relationship, but I was frequently pmo'ing when I was alone.
So after the break up and many more personal problems I turned to pmo, even more. I got a new girlfriend but coudnt have sex. That's when I started seeing signs of pied.( we broke up eventually ) So that's when I found the NoFap community. I officially started "nofap" on October but coudnt make it even a week.(life was hell)..
Then at late December i started a good streak that went clean through the whole January. The strange thing was that my flatline started from day 1 but didn't last more than a week and I felt very quickly the "super powers"
I am an athlete so I've noticed a huge difference in energy and performance. My confidence went through the roof, It's like I was reborn and life was great again. My pied was almost gone too..
But then the strong urges got me and on day 43, I relapsed. To my suprise the next day I still had my super powers n life was still great.. the problem was that urges kept coming at me and I relapsed again a week later... and so on I had a binge session the whole month of March.
I also relapsed on a flatline at the beginning of April :/ I was barely hard even. This didn't help my progress I imagine..
So, now, from the 8th of April, I started a new streak with directly flatline from day 1 again . Symptoms weren't that strong it's just that my dick was numb but I still had morning wood. But this past Saturday I sufferd a head injury. I fell directly on my head, I got lucky I didn't brake my neck .
And from that day on my morning wood disappeared and all the flatline symptoms hit me hard.
Severe Depression , no motivation, super tired , no apetite.. I've never felt so tired in my life ,it's like I stand up for 10 min and I have to lay down..its that bad.. i feel like my confidence and libido completely disappeared..
Today a drunk guy came up to me and hit me in the face for no reason, and I did absolutely NOTHING about it... I felt completely numb, no anger , no adrenaline, NOTHING !! This symptoms scare the shit out of me.. so my question is..
Is this only a severe flatline or my head injury Is in action as well ..because I read that a head injury can cause severe fatigue and depression.
So is it a flatline , head injury or maybe both. I need help guys, it's pretty bad.i need your advice. I don't want this to last long... I Workout 5 times a week and I started taking cold showers I know this will help. Thank you for your feedback and Time
Sorry for my English it's not my first language .