Hello! Since May 1, I have gone without any fap - absolutely nothing, not even edging. However, last night I caved in. I did one. Have I screwed it up? The strange this is, I feel really really good today. But, I don't have the intention of taking the habit back up at all. But i'm just worried that all of the mood swings I experienced in the first 60 days will come back to haunt me. Does last night's failure mean I start all again? I still feel really good. Once again, I don't have any urges to relapse anywhere near as much as I used to when I had the addiction. Has my reboot now been completely reset and all the development achieved thus far undone? Or does my reboot still continue in terms of my bodily and mental changes? I'm worried.
You'll be fine. The lapse was just that. A lapse. Aslong as you are still resolute in stopping you can pick up where you left off. I also had a M only moment after 170 days. No p. It was just a sleep aid after a long and draining day. Like you I felt guilty and wondered if it would set me back. Well a week later I'm still fighting the good fight. And as long as you keep strong you will be too.
