Hey everyone, it's nice to know I'm the only one

Hey guys and ladies around the world. So by now you've guessed that my name is actually not Homer Strange. Anyway, for as long as I can remember, I was first exposed to pornography at the age of 10 by a friend. I was so fascinated by it that I started fondling with myself and I liked the feeling I got. It got the point where I would lock myself in the bathroom at home and "fap" to mobile porn because that was the most accessible form to me. Fast forward a few years later and I'm in a boys school- the mecca of pornography, a sort of factory for all things explicit. In grade 8 and 9 my masturbation was pretty much under control but as soon as I shot to 16 it started picking up. By the time I was 17/18 I was masturbating 2-3 a week. Now one would think that when you arrive to university that it's time for the real deal, which I experienced often but not nearly enough as I masturbated. In university I had a roommate who luckily for me at the time was barely around. I got to the point where I would come back from class and squeeze one out, study, squeeze one out, eat, watch a movie, squeeze one out and then squeeze another before bed. Sometimes I'd even bunk lectures just to chill and I'd find myself burning 5 hours out of my day just watching porn. I told myself that I was "training." And it helped dont get me wrong, it was nice when I could have sex with a woman and I'd be able to last more 30 minutes without protection. But somewhere on this journey I lost myself and on a chilled day I'd be masturbating 3 times and a bad day anywhere from 5 to 9 times a day. I never once believed that this behaviour would effect my relationships with woman but boy was I wrong looking at it in hindsight. In 2014 I got my first girlfriend coming out of high school and that relationship lasted 3 months. I'm 23 now and she's still my only girlfriend ever. Down the line I've had about 10 sexual partners and I could have more not to brag because I am considered a handsome man by all accounts, I'm 6'0 dark skinned and athletically built as a result of my lifestyle habit of working out. Funny enough I always get the question why am I single and I always tell people its because I'm enjoying life which is not true at all. As a result of porn( which teachers warned me about) every time I look at a woman I automatically dress her down and think about how having sex with her would feel like. I'm even at the point where I'll be vibing with a perfectly beautiful woman inside and out and I'll pursposefully self sobatage that but when I get back home I'll masturbate over her which is completely fucked up. I sit at the office and all I think about is sex . At the beginning of the year I told myself that i was done. Its October and I'm far from. It seems like the longest time i can go without relapsing is a week or 2. I really hate the fact that I objectify women the way I do and I'm really looking to make a change with that especially because one day I want to be married and have children. I'm hoping that this forum will help me and that maybe I can also help people too when I'm rehabilitated or on the right path at least. I never thought that it would ever get to this point but here I am.