Hi The PMO has taken over my life a bit.

Hi, I have been fapping and doing PMO for over 6 years. It has all been becouse i haven´t had many friends in school and it has never felt really fun beeing there. So i started doing this insted becouse it felt a bit as a pleasure to me. Ive been repeating this about 2 times every day. Now i wannt to to make a change of my life and start becomming something instead of where im now. I have tried many many times to stay away and the longest i´v reached is a week, but then relapse. It feels at the day in work like its hard to get the PMO thoughts away from my head. The hardest is to stay away from PMO BEFORE BED. AND AT MORONINGS. When i sleap i somthimes get porn related dreams as well. My pornwatching has gone way too far and ive starting looking at roungh porn. Every time i orgasm i get a bit dissapointed and feel like a failure.
Now i want to stop all this and get on whit a new life. I am Really intrested in fishing and that gives me ENERGY.
Currently, pornography has taken a lot of the time I could spend on fishing instead.

If you have any suggestions to my i would be very greatful.
Between you are all one of a kind and very important