How i’m doing update

I gained pied about 3 months ago i found out i had it because in the middle of watching porn i had a hard erection and it was like a click in my brain and my erection went down and i couldn’t get it up easily. I’ve had 3 wet dreams so far 2 of them was in a row. I had shrinkage for a bit but the other day when i had my wet dream i woke up and got a erection and my dick looked big so ig it’s a sign i’m out of shrinkage idk. I’ve been clean from porn for 3 months but i’m not normal yet. I hope to be healed soon I still can’t get my erections on command like before well idk cause i haven’t tried like that. Wish me luck and pray for me my goal is my whole life without porn but after 6-9 months i wanna introduce masturbation with just touch not fantasy or porn would yal recommend that?