I am looking for a therapist with a focus on NoFap self-esteem. I am from Germany. And just thinking about whether I should do a therapy. Whether it is sensible. My previous attempts have always failed because I felt misunderstood. Your therapists directory https://www.nofap.com/articles/how-to-find-a-therapist/ brings me nothing since I in Germany search. My problem is that I have partial homosexual fantasies but my not to be homosexual (only from Porn). My opinion: I am currently aware that I am very relapsed if I had stress before and was therefore afraid. This homosexual sex excites me but on the other hand, I find him repulsive and again. Will not offend anyone now. This is the only thing I have to do with my forcible fantasies in Stressful Situtationen where then such a thought comes up now you have to be punished, humiliating, and what is more humiliating than to be fucked by a man compulsively. It would also be difficult for me to talk about it and if I do not understand it is very stupid. What do you all mean?
