I can't delete my porn folder.

I know I have to do it, but I've deleted it before with little to no help with my addiction. I know not being able to let go is part of being an addict, but I have found myself relapsing harder when I decide to delete it. I break eventually and rush to fill the folder up again. Am I rationalizing?!
Currently I am trying to stay away from it and any triggers I might have. Is it OK to avoid the thing at all costs, but let it sit? No...I know it isn't! My brain is wanting me to keep it just in case I need another wank, doesn't it?

So do I delete it?

...I guess I need somebody to confirm what I already know in order to do it.

 

I read your comment and almost mechanically deleted the thing. It was like throwing out a garbage bag...no thoughts, no regrets and no angst.

Maybe it hasn't hit me yet. Nevertheless, any other time I've done it there has always been a lot of mulling it over and whatnot. Having somebody tell you to do it, as petty as it sounds, does help!