Well, it happened.. don't wanna spend much words on it but focus myself on a fresh and healthy restart. I ignored one of the best advices I've been giving around on the forum lately and I took a peak at some website I shouldn't have visited anymore. I've set my goal to 150 days now, that was my best streak ever anyway.. so I'll look at it as something to be proud of, even tho I'm ashamed aswell. I'll meet the "better me" in 5 months from now. Cheers.