I feel nice

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  1. tendency14

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    hello, i have ben away from porn and masturbation for quite a while now, its ben 8 months and 25 days since i dont masturbate or watch porn and i feel really calm and free, i noticed how the anxiety just starts to vanish, literally im now able to talk and get along with beutifull girls and with no anxiety(something i was for sure not able to do, was really far from being able toengage in such nice relations with girls and even have a good time) , noticed that depression is going away to because in some way im forgetting the idea of masturbating and adapting to not doing it, finding other fun things to do instead, im in a stage of peace just literally, i dont have urges to masturbate or think about unrealistic sexual situations due to porn, im feeling free and good, like wen i was a kid wen i didnt masturbate and the only anxiety i had was to now abut the world and make friend instead to know more about MO and porn and waste my time thinking about it, my urges where big in the morning, they were un passable for me but now i dont even have morning urges, the only urges i have now is wake up and make new friends and live in this new discoverd way for me
     
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    Awesome...I'm really having a hard time right now. i'm on day 10 and going crazy. The urge doesn't seem to stop. I'm studying at a library right now (usually i don't feel urges when i'm out) but today they won't go away...it's driving me nuts! I won't fail though. I want to be Free.
     
  3. Jesum9

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    You're going through withdrawal symptoms. Things will get better for sure I PROMISE! Stay strong. Go to the gym and workout to release your inner pent up aggression and agitation.
     
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    Will do!
     
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    Thanks your awsome, you know, wen i was in my first week i had big and terrible urges, i would masturbate to much and watch porn to much so my body was in a really crasy way, today im in a sate of complete calmnes and peace, i go to sleep so calm and rest so nice, i wake up with energy and happy, tose urges are temporary, just think in wat comes next, its really beutifull and awsome what comes next. And the reason i wouldnt stop masturbation was because i tought it wasnt true that wen you stop for a good time the urges would go away, but it is real, its totally real
     
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    Im on day 27 of month 8 and feel even better than days before, i just gota say for those who feel like stopping, dont because its very cool after, im speaking for my self because i lierally feel so diferent, no urges, i walk around with no anxiety, i get along with people, im actually having fun instead of being a torture now, i dont know for sure what can be going on but i think my body is adapting to no masturbation, and today i did something i coldnt have done but i did it to test my self and see what could happen after so much time without porn, i literally opend a porn web site, i tought i was gona get an "urge" like i always had..but instead i for some reason didnt even hyped, i feelt like i was watching something old and that was in my past, like something under me, i just looked and got bored of looking so suprisingly i just closed the porn page and watched a movie, went to bed later on and fell a sleep like always, it was so great, next morning i was just happy for what i was able to over come now i just feel like i can go like this forever
     
  7. I Free I

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    Congratulations on your progress so far ! glad to hear people are still progressing on here ... Never Give Up !
     
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  8. LoyalKnight

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    Sounds awesome man! Your own story is here to inspire us, keep it up! We shall stay clean forever!
     
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    Thanks so much, i wouldnt be abel without awsome persons like you, thanks, we will be free
     
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    Thanks your so awsome, this coments just brings me up so much. Thanks, i will have this in mind to not fail. we will be free
     
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    Month 9 day 3 finished, geting to day 4​
     
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    I do have urges, but their not apearing as unexpected ones, their some sort of in the moment urges, like wen a girl asks me out, i must say that im not good with girls and never in my life was but i have ben having some unexpected apearences with pretty girls latelly wich is odd for me because i never had but ben going on like this for a good time now where out of nowere a girl just asks me out provocatelly , its like the devil wants me to fall its weird, i go to sleep without unexpected urges tho. Think its because my body is geting used to this.
     
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  13. There is nothing devil about a beautiful girl asking you out!
     
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  14. Jman123

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    I'm on day 21 now
     
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    Haha guess not, but personally i preffer getting as cured as possible before advancing into something else
     
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    Nice!! Just keep going, every day is a step closer to freedom
     
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    I had urges today, and it was unexpected ones, i hadent had some of these in times, i got to the conclusion that im not still in the 100% cured, so im gona keep up and try get to a year to see what results i can get, i do notice now some diference from day 1:
    Anxiety leves reduced in aprox 70%
    Unexpected urges reduced aprox 60%(they are getting to rarely apear, but as im not completally cured, they still can apear like today)
    Energy levels above with i normally go around with, lets say 40%
    I am latelly consentrating better in practical studies like paragraphs and literature reading redacting

    I dont know what this has to do with geting girls, probably in humor change and reduced anxiety or something because im in some way getting girls close to me, i must say i wasnt thinking in getting girls wen i decided to stop, i decided to stop because my anxiety was just off the limit, causing me to have a really bad humor and not geting along with people that actually love me, i was in a pit hole and saw a way out by stopping pmo
     
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  18. Jman123

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    Right! You too! Let's be Free! I want to be Free!
     
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    Month 9 day 7 finishing, today has ben a calm day, no urges, i naped like at 3:00 and wen i woke up i wasnt in a need by urges, i havent had a wet dream in 8 days, just normal dreams and fall into very nice deep sleep, i used to sleep very little due to anxiety and BIG urges mixed with withdrawls and nervousnes before going to sleep because i had goten used to a lot of MO right before sleeping and it was the hardest thing for me but that passing now so sleep is getting very nice and calm, i notice energy levels higher due to this too.
     

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