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I keep losing battles

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by guy209, Feb 17, 2018.

  1. guy209

    guy209 Fapstronaut

    When I was 23 I had sex for the first time with a girl I met at the club the same night. It was good at first, but after a couple of minutes I experienced ED. I was deeply embarrassed, and the girl was quite offended.

    The next morning I was distraught. What the hell happened! In search of an answer I went online and found out that porn consumption is related to ED; I was a heavy consumer of porn. Gigabytes of photos, videos, links, you name it. I was PMO'ing 3 times a week. In that moment I made a decision. I'm quitting porn.

    For 2 years I didn't watch any porn. I have no idea what got me back to watching but since that happened I've been fighting a losing battle.

    Don't get me wrong, I'm not even close to watching as much as I used to. But still, I can't stop it. I've had several attempts at rebooting lasting several weeks, but I've relapsed every time. It always start small: "porn is not so bad", "this isn't porn", but at some point, it escalates to PMO.

    We'll, I've had enough guys, seriously. I hope this will be my last reboot. I think porn is a curse and I want to get read of it.

    I need your strength and wisdom.

    Please write your best tips to keep the reboot going. I'll thank you all in my success story.

    Cheers
     

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