I RELAPSED AGAIN

Well here we are yet again........ Ya know most of these relapse posts are people venting about how angry they are at themselves for relapsing. I am usually one of those but I am going to try something different this time. I am going to look at the positives. I have made some huge progress this year. I have been able to develop multiple 30 plus day streaks and even a 60 plus day streak. I have been able to grow my knowledge with how to defeat this addiction through forums and videos. I have all the tools that I need to actually go the fucking distance but here is my problem.

IM FUCKING LAZY!!!!!!!

Yeah how many of you guys are the Oh I will just do it tomorrow type? Like seriously I could have defeated this addiction months ago if it wasnt for my lazy mindset. So what is my solution? Well its pretty simple to me. I am going to take the next 90 days and completely transform my life. There are so many things that I need to personally work on and I know that I can do it. Because I am strong. All its going to take is some hard core discapline.