Just had a piss and had a weird feeling something stuck in my dick and continued pissing.... Looked in toilet n seen something thick n white but it was beneath the white toilet paper! the toilet paper could have caused it! So I dont know if i came or not but i dick shrank n got a little burn in my stomach Great!
Let me remind you of the monthly bloody battles you have lol! I am getting an empty feeling.... few weeks ago i felt similar as it was a similar encounter but i could smell semen.... maybe it's the mind playing psychological games.....
I have a friend who experiences this from time to time. There's a thread on here somewhere about it (username is yoyo1 if you're interested). It's probably normal.
Am not going to be beaten by a "civil psychological war" (in my own head hence it's civil)..... If i leaked whilst pissing so fucking what Mind (considering i can be very productive and I have a rather large one) - 47 days without releasing is a long time, 7 damn weeks! You ain't gonna beat me Mind!
I have done some investigating.... My toilet can create a shadow due to the position of the light... so if i spat in there there it would look thick... if i put the white toilet paper over the spit... This would create the thick specimen to look white as well as thick... ie very much to semen... However this doesn't explain why i had a bit of stomach issue as well as the irritation in my penis.... I know this is a funny conclusion to my findings but my minds been telling me you have 50% relapsed but since this journey has given me more control i thought i shall investigate the toilet paticularly as i didn't see semen leaking from the penis directly! Don't let the dick fool you folks!
Don't worry about it. Just worry about your thoughts and touching ypurself. Its a wet dream while awake...
Actually.... I have done some investigating.... My toilet can create a shadow due to the position of the light... so if i spat in there there it would look thick... if i put the white toilet paper over the spit... This would create the thick specimen to look white as well as thick... ie very much to semen... However this doesn't explain why i had a bit of stomach issue as well as the irritation in my penis.... I know this is a funny conclusion to my findings but my minds been telling me you have 50% relapsed but since this journey has given me more control i thought i shall investigate the toilet paticularly as i didn't see semen leaking from the penis directly! Don't let the dick fool you folks!
Been at work for 2 hours and 7 women have checked me out already! Never had this many check me out at work! This only happens days following of urges which i didnt give into! Outcome - I didn't relapse!
