I want to change.

Discussion in 'Self Improvement' started by Pati_ryu, Oct 22, 2017.

  1. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

    So yes I am suffering and dying in ed and so heavily addiction that still not stopping.so I will train my mind to con
     
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  2. Pati_ryu

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    Day 1. I read 17 pages of a book on chastity.purified my mind.she is not so convict.i should forgive her. She was right instead. I am feeling happy after a long time
     
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  3. Pati_ryu

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    Day 2 reading that book on chastity gave me Immense peace but wasted a lot of time.avoided craving
     
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  4. Tripp2

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    I'm on Day 2 as well! Let us journey together.
     
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  5. Pati_ryu

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    Okay mate. Haha will reach together.far from the finish line.
     
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  6. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

    Day 3
    Yes peace was there.didnt work hard till now.wasnt a bad day.i was calm.no urges.avoided female company.no need of it.just no.useless.
     
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  7. Pati_ryu

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    Day 4 no urges at all.family comes first.we consider our gf primarily but we forgotten that "the last thing to be neglected is to observe filail piety." She says so.so I will not disturb myself to go back to her and yes I don't need anymore disturbances in my life. You know it's the time when hero fight back by holding together all his might.so no falling in knees.i should study.and u know our brain is way healthier when we are not attached to someone.
     
  8. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

    Day 5.avoided YouTube a trigger to switch slowly to p.avoided anything which is obsene to my peace of mind.
    Didn't studied but feeling good.will study.
     
  9. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

    Day 6 i fight bravely with the urges and decided to write a journal to keep my mind on the goal.i start to feel that my mind is more clear and focused.and yes the urges are becoming stronger.
     
  10. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

    Day 7 had a boner today for a girl.gokd circulation perhaps.
     
  11. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

    Day 8.. I had accepted finally that I am rejected and dumped but it isn't something to cry but a reason or excuse to improve myself.i mean if I get a job before I graduation then my pain will be justified.i should accept that my pain had lessened to a great extent. Now I can breathe.i just have to fight with me.for bringing a change..yes I want to change
     
  12. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

    Day 9. was about to m then controlled myself.had a chat with a girl after a long time.had a boner today.i was mentoring her and it's very difficult to not think about the possibilities.i should sleep better. And now I am awakened.i should maintain my chastity of mind and so of my character. No girl deserves me. I should push myself to hard work and nothing else.yes my dream my dream life of tapasya I what I need now and nothing else.so I will adapt accordingly. And my mind fresh etc. O will look for that.
     
    Last edited: Oct 30, 2017
  13. The |E|volutionary

    The |E|volutionary Fapstronaut

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    This belongs in the 'journals' category. Can't y'all read? Damn.
     
  14. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

    Thanks buddy
     
  15. LiquidWish

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    You can do it man, I suffered from ED last year before NoFap, and with NoFap I've gotten rock hard erections.
     
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  16. Pati_ryu

    Pati_ryu Fapstronaut

    So how much time it took and what to do if I want to quit
     
  17. The |E|volutionary

    The |E|volutionary Fapstronaut

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    Did you read what I said?
     

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