I watched porn pictures and now I feel like shit.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by short-term-pleasure, Apr 2, 2018.

  1. I was alone at 6:30 with my computer in CNM, in separated room and I put my computer the other way so people can not see it, then I opened the pictures that I have to run away from, so I could not handle my self, moreover I did not try to stop my self from finding the best websites for having pictures, I fantasized a lot and edge but I did not masturbate, however, it is worst than that, because the dopamines in my brain all taking the space and making brain fogg, I am so dumb so dumb, why checking out websites while being alone, I do not do false commitment but I am not serious about pornography and I do not have a good reason why I am watching this thing but I know it is some how affecting my brain, I want to learn 3 pages about porn everyday that is what I need to do to get out this addiction, wish me luck and I love you all.
     
  2. kevinfine

    kevinfine Fapstronaut

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    @NPW ,
    Don't he tough on yourself, we all lapse a bit. You did great by not MO so be glad about that.
    You are still on the right track as you are conscious of what actually happened.
    The next time you are alone and this behavior starts - it will be easier to stop yourself

    Stay Strong and Steady On !
     
  3. Father Dan

    Father Dan Fapstronaut

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    Well I just did the same thing about 15 minutes ago, I didn't go any further than just looking at porn and after a couple of minutes, I came to my senses and shut it off. But that's still a relapse for me. Ah well. Don't be too hard on yourself, as I have just ably demonstrated it happens along this journey.
     
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