I went to the mall

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by FutureKing, Jul 11, 2020.

  1. FutureKing

    FutureKing Fapstronaut

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    I made the mistake of going to the mall to look at suits and overpriced shoes, and to play Pokemon Go. I did my usual laps of the mall. I encountered triggers galore. 100's of masked women in that magic age between 18-23. Giant displays of 18 year old models, and Victoria's Secret pumping perfume into the place. If you are thinking about doing retail shopping go with a set mission.
     
  2. It's a vicious cycle like that sometimes. For me I've forgotten what it's like to abstain for so long that my head keeps spinning looking at different women. I also maintain eye contact for super long and I'm not tense or nervous to look away. Are you currently fighting off urges? Or are you good now?
     
  3. Rev2.0

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    The masks I find, both helpful and harmful. Helpful because pretty much every woman looks like a dork in one, harmful because when a woman has a great body I tend to focus more there than I would if I could see her face. I'll be really glad when all this mask bullshit is over with.
     
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  4. FutureKing

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    I dont particularly get urges any more, mostly tingles that remind me that I am a man. I have actually grown to really enjoy the feeling. Right now I have no urge to PMO whatsoever. Once I crossed a line, about 14-21 days I went into cruise control.
     
  5. I haven't gotten strong urges but an interesting thing I heard the other day was if you even think about something you don't want to give into, envision a red x over said fantasy or some kind of buzzer sound so it's possible to instill a sense of wrongdoing.
     

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