I5 days and counting... going to 365

I started faping out loneliness back when I was 15 late 2019 and 2020's COVID made it even much worse.
My parents have been separated since I was 4, and even though my mum is the best mum in the world, she wasn't ever present, she had a lot of things to do and think about.
So must of this things started making me shift into porn at my early teenage life.
I have gone without doing it many times but I don't usually break the 2 weeks threshold this is the first time I am and I am really happy.
I used to use porn to get rid of anxiety and bad feelings especially when I am having a really bad day, but not any more. I have learnt to channel my ANGER and whatever ever negative emotions I am feeling into achieving my goals.
It's day 16 and if my day doesn't go well I will still be happy because I haven't PMO for 16 days!!!!
I will be documenting my growth every day here.

 

Now I am going to day 30
If I still have the urge after 30 I am going to 60 then 120

 

Day 16
I had a great day
I am christian but I didn't go to church today.
I am not doing NoFap big it's a sin in Bible or or a sin in the Quran,
I am doing it because it is a Sin to me.

I find that using anger helps me overcome the urge, just imagining how people would make fun of me if they new I PMO.