It has been six years since I fapped first time,and i'm 18 now.I don't know how i live,i just waste my time doing something meaningless. I always fell in love with girls.When I was just a child,i don't like playing with boys,rather than,i played with girls.And a girl and i said that we loved each other.It's not just a joke,and the feeling was so real.As time went by,i have fallen in love with a lot of girls.When i join a new group,i must find a girl who i love.I think i'm addicted to the feeling of love as well as fap. In the last three years,i loved a girl.She is beautiful,we talked and played at school.We shared everything(without fap) that we got to make each other happy.I thought that she loved me like i did.But now, i am not sure.And i thought i knew her,but i doubt it now. Maybe after so many years of fap,i am unable to analyse questions poperly.Maybe she just wanted to have fun at school.As for myself,I can't love a girl and fap. In these years,living in a country where people here are ashamed to talk about sex,it costed me three years to realize that fao is harmful.After that,lisrening to others' advices,i am trying to believe in god.As a person who was taught that there is no god since i was a child.The journey is so hard.
Don't worry mate. Everything is Gonna be Ok. We are all in the same boat. You are a new fapstronaunt. So, today, Another Journey of a thousand Miles which shall never End starts in your Life. All the Best.
Here is my story. i used to be a heavy drinker and smoker. i quit them addictions about 20 years now. quit chewing tobacco five years now.i am addicted to masturbation and i started to prostate massage which can become an addiction if not careful. it goes in cycles. i would like to completely abstain from masturbation completely. i am 54 years old. i have candeo training i need to do and also bible study to rewire my brain. any suggestions. thank you.
I wish I could express in English .. It is all about control .. Even in your religious status. Control the self inside you, Me too need this, I will, we will.
Thank you,It's a long journey for all of us.We are going to spare no effort to run.Today is the third day of my nofap journey,I feel great and energetic.Hope everything is well.
Thanks.All of us are going to control ourselves to reach our goals.I think controling is beyond ourselves,it is about god.What Jesus said can lead me through the dilemma.This journey of nofap will be an important and unforgettable experience,when we face other difficulties,we will think of what we got through this.May everything is fine.
Thanks for sharing.I'm grateful.There is a word which leads a lot of people to their dreams in my country,"Man's dearest possession is life. It is given to him but once, and he must live it so as to feel no torturing regrets for wasted years, never know the burning shame of a mean and petty past; so live that, dying he might say: all my life, all my strength were given to the finest cause in all the world- the fight for the Liberation of Mankind."And i want my life to be meanful,when I'm dying,i wish i have done something for the people in my country and i want to be remembered.Now i tell myself that i can achieve nothing by lying in bed and fap.This journey of nofap will be an unforgettable experience in my life.When i am in dilemma again,i will think of this and be confident.I really appreciate for your sharing.
