Im done. My life sucks. Have no friends cuz I don't feel like socializing with people. For some reason going out and try to socialize is such a drag. I think cuz I get rejected a lot. I grew up being outcast by social groups, hence why I'm anti social. Trying to better your life by yourself is hard. I feel lost in life. Growing up without a father figure is hard. Jerking off is the only thing that relaxes me and releases stress. I know life is suppose to be hard but damn man I'm frustrated. I hate the fact that pmo is the thing I look forward to after I get off work. I never get any matches on tinder. I'm broke so I have to work a lot which means I don't have time for going out.