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I'm scared already...

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Ikindaknew, Jan 12, 2016.

  1. Ikindaknew

    Ikindaknew Fapstronaut

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    Howdy!

    Once in a while, for work purposes, I travel. Traditionally, when I travel, I always bring my laptop with me and request a room with "wired" internet, for max speeds. I used to have some material already saved on the laptop, in case of no internet availability for whatever reason. I also used to go to the pharmacy and/or some adult boutique (if available in the vinicity) and maybe purchase a little thing...travel opportunities was something I was actively seeking! I'm monogamous and true to my wife, at least in the physical sense, so I never went out partying. By myself locked in the room, I was PMO'ing more than at home...no chances to get caught!

    Now, I just heard that I need to travel next month for a few days...it will be a dangerous time! Suddenly, I'm not sure I want to do it...

    I feel like a Narcotics Anonymous (WEEK) 1 clean member on it's way to a 70's Woodstock concert or some alcoholic going by himself to an all-included resort ....two double Rhum & coke please!
     
  2. fuzzym

    fuzzym Fapstronaut

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    Stay strong! Are there any other people from your work going that you could share a room with? Having someone else there would probably help curb the urges. At least by the time you make it to next month you will have had more time to get used to being without PMO. Just remember who/what you are doing this for.
     
  3. Ikindaknew

    Ikindaknew Fapstronaut

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    Good call, but sadly I travel by myself. I see this like being Luke Skywalker going in the dark cave trial on Dagobah (sry for Star Wars buff reference)
     
    Last edited: Jan 12, 2016
  4. Do not fear and take cold showers.
     
  5. Ikindaknew

    Ikindaknew Fapstronaut

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    Ok, I'm taking the advice. I feel like been incarcerated in the death row...:eek:
     
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  6. Write in these forums if you are close to relapsing. It will help getting the needed distance for a brief time and you will probably overthink it even if no one responds.
     

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