I'm tired of me. I'm tired of the same song and dance

Youre unsatisfied with life. That means you desire more. Thats a good sign. That means theres a ton of life in you. Its the opposite of what you said about you being a shell.

Switch things up and search for HEALTHY things that excite you. Try new things out. Thats what you need.

Dont over stress yourself nor over bore yourself.

Also dont be afraid to do nothing either. Meditation is good. Just keep a good balance.

 

Hey I feel exactly the same. The good thing is, like the gentleman above said, that you are experiencing resistance. Open up to that resistance and you will find change.

 

Yeah, this is called hitting the wall. Addicts feel it and non addicts (I assume, I've never been a non addict )
Despair. Seeing that things we hung our lives on are not in themselves meaningful.
It'd be hard for anyone to help unless you really want help because your mind questions things like "are they faking? And am I faking?". If you want you can say "who gives a shit if it's fake I want anything that will feel better." One way that's available as a possibility. Actually there's lots of possibilities.

 

Start practicing a new song and dance just for fun at least a new 0ne might fit better all he said to you and him i am the same

 

I've found out that people who have sex or masturbate regularly are (in most cases) listening to old music, watching old movies.. I mean they don't improve. It really sting my ear sometimes to hear some song from early 2000 and people don't even realise how far they are from today's culture.