Day 65 In terms of improvement. It has gotten better. I had sex with wife this morning for the first time in months. Before NoFap I could not get an erection or would lose an erection before penetration. It was a very discouraging emotion to say the least. Today, I actually had an erection (60 to 70% hard) and I could penetrate and had an enjoyable orgasm. I still think that I came too fast (2 -3 min slow motion) so PE is a problem. However, just being inside of her and keeping the erection going is a very huge improvement. Even after Orgasm my erection was still there. I did not feel anxiety. I felt that I could have penetration and I did. Before NoFap I could not do anything, my penis was small and shriveled. Today it was big and hard (not rock hard but enough for me to feel that I could have sex). On a funnier note my wife said that she was happy that I was enjoying myself. I still think that I got a long way to go but I'm past the halfway point. I will reboot because she deserves a better sex life as well as myself. I wish I had known about NoFap when this became an issue years ago. I never saw the correlation but now I clearly do and that is why I'm making the changes. I do not crave porn or other sexual stimulation. I just think of having sex with wife to please her and myself. I can get aroused by thinking of having sex with wife or just touching myself. My penis grows. No porn stimuli or pictures or videos or erotic stories. No I do not edge. Although, so say that fixes PE. For those of you who are beginning this journey it gets easier. However, I see how deeply rooted into our brains this crap is embedded. Fapping to porn 1,2 or 3 or 5 or 10 or more times a day and then suddenly you have to stop is very very difficult at first. But '"if at first you don't succeed, try again". Tonight, I not feel like there is a chaser effect.. unlike last time. Now I'm just thinking when I can try to get intimate with my wife again so that I can rewire my brain to her and let it know that it it wants its dopamine dose it has to go thru her and nothing else. My journey continues. Keep going. Good vibes to everyone trying to beat this addiction. Note: Apologize for any spelling errors. Using phone. Fat fingers.
