Hi, I am a 17 years old male who lives in Germany. Today i signed up on NoFap and I want to introduce myself but I also have some questions to you all. Six weeks ago I came over NoFap because a german Youtube video. I read a little bit about it and thought "yes i can do that and see how i am changing myself". After this day, for exact 42 days (in hard Mode) now, I haven't watched real porn and masturbated. Before the day i started i masturbate like every day at least 1 time. I never had sex btw so now O. Why i wrote "real porn" i will mention later. The first days i struggled really hard but i never thought seriously about breaking it then. After all that time i am still not sure if i want to do that forever, because i think porn can be something really beautiful. Yes some People are addicted but the People who are social Interactive and have lots of friends sure masturbate sometimes too. I hope u get what i want to say. But i want and I will go on.
I think I notice some changes, some anxiety reduction in bmx riding and social interaction. But some things are still the same. Here i have to say, that i have some psychological problems so maybe that is the reason for some problems.
Now some questions:
1. For that u have to know that I have a Foot Fetish. In the public and at Pictures I often see something that I like. That pics are not porn, but I like it and I get an Erection. In public it is normal, when a hot Girl comes over, I look like everyone does, u kbow. I Think thats no Problem. But I am not sure about the pics. Like i said its not really porn, but i really like it and before i started NoFap i masturbated so some of these photos. Does this count to porn or not? I watched this Photos only a few times like i said without M or O. In snapchat i see often feet from female friends and of course i watch but do nothing else. So, whats going on?
2. When I wash my Willy I get an erection and have sexual fantasies. How should i say, I rubbed little bit because of washing and sometimes a little bit more but clearly not near to M! Do you think thats to much? I just thought a short moment about the fantasies and then stopped immediately. I think its not a big thing because i hadnt done much, u know.
3. Today in the morning, I woke up from a dream. It was a wet dream in which i saw porn. Of course i couldnt control it and was not aware of what was happening. Then i came in the Dream and I also woke up and slowly realised what happened. I came a little bit when i sleeped and in this Moment i felt really bad. I asked me if i should reset, but i couldnt do something. What is if this happen again in 3 months? Because it was a dream as i didnt do it consciously i think its no problem, because everyone can and will have a wet dream. What do you think?
I know it is much, but i really wanted to write this. Thank you if you read all of this and please answer me if u want to. I dont think that the most of this is bad. And how do you proceed nofap?
I think I notice some changes, some anxiety reduction in bmx riding and social interaction. But some things are still the same. Here i have to say, that i have some psychological problems so maybe that is the reason for some problems.
Now some questions:
1. For that u have to know that I have a Foot Fetish. In the public and at Pictures I often see something that I like. That pics are not porn, but I like it and I get an Erection. In public it is normal, when a hot Girl comes over, I look like everyone does, u kbow. I Think thats no Problem. But I am not sure about the pics. Like i said its not really porn, but i really like it and before i started NoFap i masturbated so some of these photos. Does this count to porn or not? I watched this Photos only a few times like i said without M or O. In snapchat i see often feet from female friends and of course i watch but do nothing else. So, whats going on?
2. When I wash my Willy I get an erection and have sexual fantasies. How should i say, I rubbed little bit because of washing and sometimes a little bit more but clearly not near to M! Do you think thats to much? I just thought a short moment about the fantasies and then stopped immediately. I think its not a big thing because i hadnt done much, u know.
3. Today in the morning, I woke up from a dream. It was a wet dream in which i saw porn. Of course i couldnt control it and was not aware of what was happening. Then i came in the Dream and I also woke up and slowly realised what happened. I came a little bit when i sleeped and in this Moment i felt really bad. I asked me if i should reset, but i couldnt do something. What is if this happen again in 3 months? Because it was a dream as i didnt do it consciously i think its no problem, because everyone can and will have a wet dream. What do you think?
I know it is much, but i really wanted to write this. Thank you if you read all of this and please answer me if u want to. I dont think that the most of this is bad. And how do you proceed nofap?