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Is this a good sign?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by PathOfReform, Mar 11, 2019.

  1. PathOfReform

    PathOfReform Fapstronaut

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    I've started my NoFap journey back on the 07.11.18(November 7th). They day I realised I have a transwoman and femboy fetish.

    I've had a lot of tumbles over the last few months. I managed to completely avoid almost any sexual stuff for 27 days on my first streak. Eversince I broke it my longest streak was 8 days(weren't compeltely 'clean' of viewing P).

    I used to have femboy fantasies in most mornings when I woke up. I didn't have any sexual fantasies about females for a while unless I 'forced' them into my head.

    My porn use has obviously decreased DRAMATICALLY over the last few months. If I relapse it's usually within 20-30 minutes of viewing, rather than binging for hours on end. The longest relapse was about an hour+- but that was a while ago.

    Right now I find myself fantasizing about actual women rather than femboys/transwomen when I wake up and a bit during the day if I carry away with my thoughts, but rarely do I do that nowadays.
    My physical attraction to females definitely improved, but it's still reltaively weak and my P fetishes(transwomen and cartoon femboys, mostly furry femboys)are still rather strong, although their influence on me during the day has decreased. I give them less thought, but when I get triggered I get sucked in quite easily and relapse. But during the day, I don't think about them out of the blue nor do I feel any urges to PMO, but if I allow myself to think about it a bit too long because of some triggers that I encounter during the day, the urges start kicking in.

    I feel like I'm in a stage where the urges have subsided, like my brain is starting to rewire properly, but my urges could just attack me out of nowhere and I'm having a hard time resisting them.
     

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