is this considered rebooting?

today i think i kinda failed? i did try to masturbate abit came out but didn't orgasm I really don't know if this falls in the direction of relapsing or not I didn't watch porn I have porn sites blocked on my PC and my phone is dead and I didn't try to fix it for the purpose of this challenged which I achieved 32 days of... I have been an addict for over 10 years... should I reset or not?.... maybe I should mention I also was trying to fap in a... different way rather the normal ways straight do .... in my butt if u are wondering I always wanted to test it and I think I like ... i might be bi ... this is irrelevant really but oh well

 

I think u are right and I think the same sex fantasy is probably withdrawal effect? just making sure since I'm kinda really confused about my sexuality rn