The harder I’ve dug in my heels (streak of 35 twice in the last year, currently about to be day 20) the more anxiety I’ve felt. I feel basically impotent with my SO even though she’s GORGEOUS and I want her so badly. My confidence is completely shot and I just wanna give in so that I can feel anything. Is this worth it? Can any of y’all tell me you were where I am and got out of it? I just wanna have hope.