It Friday and I am alone

I feel like rubbing one out but I am not . I just realized that rewarding my self with a nice pmo session is not going to help me just set me back like a hangover . I feel like have grown so much this week I worked to my full potential I connected with many people and made some big strides . But I am going to save my sexual energy and use it on something higher . Sexual energy is like money in the bank and it's not worth spending it on something that doesn't give you anything back .

 

Staying strong no p or m or o just once with my wife it was terrible sex basically just me releasing some energy . If she decides not to have sex with me I am not sure what will happen but my energy needs to go somewhere . Working happily keeping my cool for the most part.