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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Jojo_mojo, Apr 14, 2018.

Is this a relapse

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  1. Jojo_mojo

    Jojo_mojo Fapstronaut

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    After being so close to making it to 90 days of hard mode I decided to get into the shower because I had a wet dream today. I only had the intention to take a shower until I read around on a nofap Reddit forum someone said to slowly rub the genitalia to prevent sexual stimulus of any kind and I was really trying to think about NOTHING AT ALL until I got an orgasm on accident and these words in my head popped out of nowhere in my mind saying "oh yeah". The moment that happened was the moment I stopped and said to myself no why am I actually doing this, it's like my mind is always doing this to make me relapse and fuck me over and it pisses me off when I can't control some of my thoughts through out my mind when I don't meditate. Is this a relapse? What precautions can I take next time to avoid relapse and please give me your full 100% honest word on this so if i need to i'll restart my counter.
     
  2. PersonalObjectives

    PersonalObjectives Fapstronaut

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    Were you trying to stimulate yourself, or were you just washing?
     

  3. It depends on wether or not you ejaculated. If you did then sadly it was a relapse.
     
  4. Jojo_mojo

    Jojo_mojo Fapstronaut

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    I was completely focussed on just washing the whole until I got an orgasm and I ignored the orgasm and tried on to keep on cleaning until the words oh yeah popped in my head out of no where and that's when I stopped myself i just said just wash it quickly instead to prevent another orgasm
     
  5. Jojo_mojo

    Jojo_mojo Fapstronaut

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    Wouldnt you count that as edging still if you didn't ejaculate?
     
  6. Well yeah, i guess it technically would. I wasnt sure about your specific goals because some people allow edging. I dont but some people do. So if edging is a relapse for you then i think you relapsed. Thats my opinion anyway.
     

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