Joining the NoFap again.

Hello im batata and im a 19 yrs not virgin, but never had sex non paying, i hide it from all, my social skills are good, i got many girls around me, i lead my group of frends i lead my classroom, im funny, etc, no one even suppose im a dude who never made sex for free, all assume im badass cuz of my style, way to act with ppl and girls.
I dont get too much laid, but i still get each 3 months , as im in high school i want to improove that rate, i did NoFap for 1 month one year ago, but i were doing nothing of my life, i felt the results but couldnt apply they, then i failed at the 31 day touching my diick till the edge and stop, but i cum...

After that i didnt NoFap, till i join universuty, i thought i needed it to give me social abilities to manage my college life and be OP with girls, reputation, men, etc.

My reputation in college is pretty good, the anxiety reduction, natural horny and cool stuffs of NoFap made me a meet people-machine.
The first days are the hardest, i did easy mode, used to watch porn all days, fantasy in my mind, but i made a rule that fking helped a lot, it was DONT TOUCH YOUR DIICK.

My second month was easy, wasnt having sex thinks all time like on the start, but was feeling kinda bad cuz i didnt pick any girl in this time.

In the start of the 3rd month i pick the first girl in the college time, it was a friend of my friend girls, i felt happy, i were almost 2 years without kiss any girl.
Then i got a ugly 30+ yar ugly woman in a party that i went with my friends girls, but it was just for fun, this has been the proovebof my conversation
abilities, that i earned by Nofap.

Well, in the 80+ days around i was about fail, i was getting thoughts to fap, cuz i was near to end and it would not make difference, but i resist and finished the challenge, i felt happy, cuz it was a new victory to me, i got 2 ladies in one week, got girl friends and a badass status, even being a dude that never had sex without pay.

Well i have started fap, aftwr the 100+ day of NoFap, and after some troubles in my social life, with a girl specific, i started feel bad, I have tried to restart NoFap, but hasnt any motivation till a chick of my social group pick a dude with me near, i want to pick her, then im used it and the fact of another frend of.mine lose his virginity for free, and i restarted NoFap, ima go make hardode, im actually at the 16 day, without porn, fantasy, fap, anything, its going easybfor me actually i got a strenght motivation, and forbreal im not even having erections or sex thinks like the first time i did NoFap, now im going to share with u my experiences and support u all champions, cya and lets all win together my family.