I posted our/my story on the partner forum threads. I'm here to help support my husband on his journey to a healthy & happy life, while, also rediscovering who *I* am. 2 nights ago, I shared this site w/ my PA husband, whom I love dearly. He's literally perfect, if not for his PA & destruction that it causes in one's life. I had asked him to leave the night before, after once again finding P on devices. The following day, I found this site, & learned SO MUCH. I told him he could come back that night, mostly, bc I wanted to share all the wonderful info I found here, & that I thought this marriage could come out stronger & better than ever. He came home; really seemed like he was having a "coming to Jesus moment" after listening to me & reading forums here. For the past 1 1/2 days, I've been almost euphoric at the thought of him REALLY REALIZING WHAT HE'S DONE. We had amazing convos & intimacy the past 24 hours. Intimate moments I've longed for, for years. Then, today happens. The anger has returned. I went to bed in my husband's arms last night, feeling things I've needed to feel for a long time, that he is consciously providing now. Why did I wake up angry again? I've been mad ALL DAY. He's been really trying to rectify my mood, but that just makes me angrier! What a rollercoaster I'm in for. I'm not backing down yet. Hopefully day 2 will be better for me.