Hi, guys! Summarizing my case: addicted since 11 yo, first sex at 18 yo, have had ED all my life. Now, over 10 months no P, but continued M and O to sex or fantasies in my mind. I no longer crave porn. HOWEVER, I decided to stop M, O, sexting and exchanging nudes altogether 20 days ago. Now, I feel completely "empty" in terms of where I'm gonna get my pleasure from. Feels like my brain is desperately looking for something to fantasize about, and the idea of real sex doesn't turn me on at all. Any time I accidentally come across some half-nudity image, my penis twitches and I feel that area getting warm. Is this part of the healing? For those who are recovered, are we supposed to feel like this??