Don't accept it, keep fighting and we'll all overcome this shit eventually! Thanks for your honesty guys!
Day ? . Have abstained from everything, feels like im on a minor flatline. Still have a tendency to fantasize though. I've been able to reduce that and will keep on doing it.
day 5 check in. in the morning I had one of the strongest urges to fap in my entire life lmao. but i'm still good, managed to overcome this shit. i think it has something to do with my morning phone usage, gotta get out of bed as soon as I wake up.
Still fighting the good fight The lesson today: Do you know that you are the slave of your own mind? When you feel like drinking soda or coffee, is it you who wants to drink or your mind craving? Have you wondered why do you act in a certain way when you see an image of a naked girl? Why can't you just see the big picture, it's an image, it's just naked human being.Why do you feel like smoking? Is it you or your own mind? When you crave for porn or masturbation, is it you or your own mind? Stop being a slave and start taking control of your own life, your mind is just a tool for you to experience the world, don't let it rule over you, you are more than your mind. How can you take control over your life? Observe yourself, yes, it's that simple, observe yourself, it will take a long time to reach a good level, but if you keep this idea in your mind, you will notice, from time to time, that you became aware of your own actions. I was watching a website about sport and this website has pictures with girls but I became aware of what I was doing and instantly I took control over my actions, this is how it works.
Morning, Morning. Yep it is the hardest in the morning for me too. Urges attack me when my body cannot still get up immediately as a result of the relax of the sleep. Let's go we doing it.