Less Fiddly

I'm going strong with over a month of being PM-free and noticing that while still flatlining, I'm kind of fiddling with my tackle a lot less than I did initially.

My flatlining started as soon as I decided to abstain from PM, interestingly, but I kind of panicked a little and thought that I was staying PM-free on account of a deadened libido and not that the loss of sex drive is (for me) a necessary part of the reboot. At this point, I kind of needed to reassure myself I was still alive down there and found myself touching myself a lot. I didn't like it. I'd find myself doing and having to consciously stop myself.

Encouragingly, while still flatlining, I am also fiddling a lot less (the fiddling was never to the point of masturbation or even about arousal/release) with my penis. So weird, these pre-conscious habits, just so very, very glad to be shedding them.